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memorable trip

2011-05-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

05082011 was a memorable day for me

but felt guilty too.

05082011 is mother day and my lil sis's birthday

i knew i was bad , i don't celebrate with them but went to genting with my dearest

SORRY MUM and MEI MEI

thank for their understanding too.

my dear carmen going to UK soon. For her work n travel .

so we travel before she go. sadly, everyone are busy recently, we cant go far.

however, genting still a not bad place to go. We have alot of wonderful memories there also.
okay , i have no idea what i'm crapping, So pictures time ^^

really have alot fun on the day

miss alot baby

对的人。错的时间

2011-04-22T21:54:00.002+08:00

在错的时间遇上对的人
是一个玩笑
老天爷似乎和爱开这玩笑

我知道
我又想起了一段该放下的回忆
一个也许是对的人
可是他却出现在错的时间
如今更是成了陌生人
确实的，不应再想起。
但却没办法坚强潇洒的放下

是否应为这玩笑而大笑？
一个冷冷的笑。

130411

2011-04-13T22:59:00.004+08:00

Lets dance in style

Lets dance for a while

Lalala~ nothing to write for today again

worst to tell that i'm 20 yrs old already

sob sob...

however ,i should enjoy my golden life

huwoo~ ^^

*changed a little bit hair style =) *

better? hahax...

过去

2011-03-31T21:15:00.002+08:00

一直提醒着

记得要忘记

那一些过去

能忘得了吗

有些过去

再也不清楚

究竟是不想提

不敢提还是不愿提

深怕再次的心痛

突然

想不起

那一夜的我

是否哭了

期待。遇见

2011-03-23T00:05:00.003+08:00

穿上今天星座指南所表示

白羊座的蓝色

渴望今日的幸运色

真的能够为自己带来那丁点儿的

幸运希望

多么期待

能在地铁遇见你

那是唯一能再遇见的途径

只是单纯的想再次遇见

哪怕只是一秒

然而遇见了会有怎样的对白

今天的天空

挂满湿的泪

总灰着脸

任想念侵犯

一遍又一遍

天空。划着长长的思念

天空。叠着层层的思念

寂静的天空

我听见风来自地铁和人海

依然寻觅不了你的影子

依然期待遇见。

Hold me like the mountain

2011-03-13T18:16:00.003+08:00

watched hong kong's drama recently

-The Rippling Blossom

love the interlude song

-Hold Me Like The Mountain

here to share some lyris from the song

did you love me like the sun

did you hold me like the mountain

in the years of you and me

did you love me like the angel

you've gone away

you said you'd stay

when the road was in your hand

did you love me like the angel

when the wind would set you free

would you love me like the angel

yea, it was so romantic ~

Few days ago, my 4th aunt was pass away, the day before japan's earthquake happen.

Those tragedy reminded me again. I must appreciate people around me and everything i has.

Someone said 2012 is the end of the world. Frankly, i worry that "day" really will come closer.

Alot of things i wanna to do , i wish to do. However, nobody can really predict what gonna happen on next moment. Hope i can do everything with my best from now, and without regret.

Pray hard. Thank god , just get replied from my host families , they are safe~ they told me they are gonna to prepare and arrange for next earthquake. Really a great country.

Hopefully no disaster and tragedy will happen any more... PLEASE~

一个人

2011-03-02T20:20:00.003+08:00

一个人眺望着海和蓝天
海鸥在眼前飞跃
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
* 摘自于心墙歌词 *
怎可能会有那么诗情画意发生在我生活呢~

今天，为了等时间过
一个人走着走着的
看着繁华的街道
大家总是匆忙的
而悠闲的我
正在欣赏这每一幕

走进麦当劳
点了一份陌生的早餐
试图寻找一个安静的角落
然而在bukit bintang 怎会有一刻的安静呢
身旁坐着喧哗大声的三位友族
理所当然的，我当然觉得十分厌烦
破坏了原想的安静心情
后来，渐渐的被他们吸引了
我羡慕他们的大颠大笑
想念~

对面座的，看着报纸，手指在计算机上忙碌着
当进入了社会大学
大家都勤劳的忙于工作
有的人却甚至不知道为了什么而活
希望未来的我，
勤劳的工作
更明白自己为了什么而活

今天，想要的，好像失败了
安慰自己的说
没关系~~

只想要静静一个人

2011-02-22T20:58:00.003+08:00

只想要静静一个人
蹲在这个角落
和失落聊聊

只想要静静一个人
望着那扇窗口
和回忆畅谈

如果你要安慰我就陪在我身后
陪我计时倒数沉默
一起数着秒钟

此刻多想遗忘
时间的繁与琐

是妄想也是种追求
是否能背着梦到处的游

想着想着
就睡着了
是否想通了？
我也不记得

茫然~

2011-02-21T21:00:00.002+08:00

对于未来感到茫然
尽管现在依然茫然
如今，该怎么办呢？
自己没好好认真
又辜负了爸妈
对不起

成绩并不标青
爸希望我选择的科系
泡汤了
爸希望我进的大学
都泡汤了~
对不起
都怪我没好好用功

对着茫然的前途
错愕着

其实，
我究竟有没有
所谓的兴趣
所谓的梦想
所谓的未来

总是对他人说
“尽管眼前只剩下一条小路，
也要好好的走下去。”
但我是否能做到？

好想说声，
“对不起，未来的我~”

巧克力

2011-02-19T00:56:00.004+08:00

几乎全部人都爱吃巧克力（女生？）

小时候，
大人总是告诉我，
吃巧克力会毁坏牙齿
青少年时，
吃太多巧克力会导致长痘痘

然而我还是爱上了-黑巧克力
一点儿的苦涩
反而温暖了心灵
苦中一点甜
有时候，
在逆境也会找到些乐趣
在悲伤时会找到些微笑

它，教会了我这一些

最近，
更爱上了 dark chocolate drinks

伟大。虚伪

2011-01-28T18:09:00.003+08:00

笑容是掩饰悲伤最好的面具
从来我都很认同

有些人
喜怒哀乐总是明确的表示着
开心不开心都表露无疑
虽然有时候容易得罪或者伤害其他人
但却是无比的真

有些人
即使难过伤心
但总是还以笑迎人
也许是希望身边的人开心
不让身边的人也感染悲伤
确实的，是伟大

然而，有时候过于勉强自己
真的很辛苦

今天突然的有个念头
究竟以笑容掩饰悲伤
是伟大，
还是虚伪？

思。念

2011-01-24T20:07:00.002+08:00

白天和黑夜
只在黎明混着夜色时
才有浅浅重叠的片刻

永恒燃烧的太阳
依然不懂月亮的盈缺
更不了雨的伤悲

黑暗中
伸出寂静的雙手
冰冷的空氣似火　害怕而收手

記憶裡　
依然残留甜蜜
更抹不了歉意悲伤

不能說出口的思念
那麼折磨
城市充滿短暫的煙火
却照亮不了沉默

有太多自私作借口
最後只拥有心痛

夜太黑　看不見　
心傷悲　淚水失去防備
思念的心情像种子
埋在最深的心底慢慢发芽

生病了

2011-01-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

哎呀呀，
好久没病的我
怎么生病了
一定是天气不好 =(
所以呢，
大家要好好照顾自己咯^^

我又要去睡了 ^O^~

=(

2010-12-31T19:49:00.003+08:00

不开心

不开心

不开心啊~

家里最近发生的事真的得却让人心烦
但姐归姐，我是我啊
为什么我也一定要被牵涉
我没不乖啊！！
最近的我像似被囚禁的鸟
也许我爱玩，但我知道分寸
难道你不知道吗？
你女儿我是个怎样的人
其实，这些都不是重点
难道我就是那么的不被信任？
我知道你们只是担心我们
不过，我真的乖阿。

我知道，养儿一百岁，长忧九十九
我不是真的想让你担心
不过希望你想开
=(

灰灰的心情

2010-12-30T18:36:00.002+08:00

没有阳光的早晨
细雨淅沥
灰灰的天空
此刻，我的心情也灰灰的
好应景。

看到了一些东西
确实的，影响了今天的心情
感觉自己被遗忘，
其实真的很不开心，
也许是一场误会
但是我真的不敢去证实

以前我真的以我们的友情感到骄傲
如今我还能够吗？
我很珍惜以前的一切，
我真的相信会永远
现在也一样
你们在我心里，不曾变过

心情糟透的今天

2010-12-13T15:27:00.004+08:00

好久没到这里了
幸庆还有一个让自己发泄的地方
最近的心情糟透了
其实说不上什么原因
或者是自己想太多了吧
然而真的不敢去证实
因为担心自己的猜测是对的

今天的心情更被一位不知名的uncle给破坏了
干嘛觉得女生就好欺负
凭什么拍桌子，对我妈发脾气
谈东西是这样子的吗？
我会证实给你看
女生不会好欺负的
哥说的对，与其要他道歉
不如让自己变得更强

心情真得糟透了 ！！！

回忆

2010-03-20T22:18:00.004+08:00

莫一个画面，地点，街道，

甚至一张没有日期的照片

或是一句很平常的话

是否都会让自己想起

那原来忘不了的回忆？

即使平凡

即使微小得不起眼

然而却难以忘记

这一个宁夜

是否有着一个怀旧的故事？

人生，总有太多的琐碎

也许，我只是他的一个擦肩的陌路人

也许，我只是他舞台上的小配角

想念最伤心

但却最动心的记忆

突然想放风筝

让自己的心情

翱翔

不然就让一场雨

为自己的心情

淅沥

噢，想起了莫些事

那一个他

我是谁？

2010-03-18T15:50:00.003+08:00

起风的季节

没有浪漫的故事

独自的游荡

喧哗的人群

寂寞的身影

失落的感觉

渐渐强烈

我是谁？

消失的世界

谁能看得见

走在地平线

走向全世界

早已回不去

原来的起点

找不到灵魂的出口

是否能逆着风飞

我是谁？

你是否也常常这样问自己？

p/s: daddy, when oli u willing talk with me?

爸爸：

2010-03-06T17:44:00.004+08:00

那一夜的我难眠
湿了的枕头陪了我一整夜
我知道我让你伤心了
更不应该与你顶嘴
虽然我只是想说出自己的感受
然而我用错了语气
也不应该忘了你的感受
纵使我试着解释
但你已听不进了
即使我再多的眼泪
也收回不了我说过的话
爸，你知道吗？
你的话对我而言
像似一把尖锐的剑
也把我刺伤了
我应该明白
也许你不是生气只是心痛

我知道
你最疼的是我，
最担心的也是我
总说我像豆腐
为什么，我却那么坏
我怎么可以让你伤心了
无论如何
身为孩子的我
的确不可以对你大小声

爸，真的很想亲口说声对不起
但要向你说抱歉
是需要很大的勇气
不知道你记得吗？
那一次，我鼓起了勇气
然而，你却不接受我的道歉
我的心真的碎了
这次的我，
失去了道歉的勇气
我害怕你不理我的样子

爸，今天已是你第三天没和我说话了
这一次又要维持多久呢？
爸，你知道吗？
每一次你不理会我时
我的心也很痛

爸，其实
我真的很想和你说
对不起

爸，对不起

爸，我爱你

我真的不是有心的

真希望爸爸会看到我的道歉

♥

2010-02-17T21:53:00.002+08:00

Gong Xi fa cAi everyone ~~
how was ur CNY holidays?
enjoyable?

i love CNY
bcoz ...
ang pau? wrong...
gambling? wrong...
bcoz whole family will gather
even only for few days
for sure, my grandmum is the most happy person
she always countdown for CNY
n she quite nervous
always tell my mum wan to buy this n that
my grandmum has 23 grandchildren
overall , i think got around 35 all of us ^^

this is 1st time "lao sheng" at my hometown ...

my cousins playing games on floor
i had played too....
quite fun ^^

very kawaii cousins
don't misunderstand
actually he smiling

*hope grandmum can happy n healthy always larh~~ *

haiz... tml nid to go rawang

cant join my classmates sing k le....

sob sob T-T.....

至: 14th feb 2010

2010-02-14T17:30:00.001+08:00

新年快乐
14th的我应该在hometown了
那是一个没有网络的地方吧
所以提早向大家说声恭喜发财 ^^
我想要好几天才会回来吧
enjoy enjoy the CNY holidays ya ....

同时的，
情人节快乐
这一个节日让我想起了
“爱的正好”

~在情人节的这个晚上，无论是单身的你，
或是已找到真命天子/女的你，
相信爱的正好这句话应该适合套用在大家身上吧？
两个人要投入恋情，所谓的timing、时机、缘分非常重要，
恰恰要爱的正好，不然就会有相见恨晚的遗憾；
两个人相爱就好比两个频道相通、两条平行线相遇，
所以当看着文章的你，
若已经有了伴侣，
一定要好好珍惜，
因为你们“爱的正好” ~

这是我一个朋友因为一首“爱的正好”而又感而写的

“文骏，深深同意你的我，
所以带来这分享
知道疼我的你，应该不会和我收版权吧
不好意思哦 ~~~ =)”

雨，

是否已平静?

对不起，

我知道

你不喜欢我的出现

没有必要

我会躲得远远的

对不起

give peace , a chance

2010-02-11T16:59:00.002+08:00

firstly, sorry for my poor english
yesterday, went for a presentation prepared by US3
a very good presentation
yea... a very big hand to u all
beside that, the topic is really touch
"animals hv right too"
after watch some video clips
my tears were rolled
at last, it fall down
mayb i'm a person easy to cry

yes, after the presentation
i tell myself i must try my best to protect our mother nature

as u know,
nowaday are really hot,
when i doing my homework at night
some mosquitos are disturb me
first thing fly on my mind is
" kill those mosquitos"
luckily, i remember what i had told myself in the morning
i has changed my mind
i jz leave the room and take bath again

yea,
although jz a insect
but they feel pain too
i'm sorry that i got the idea to kill them
i'm very sorry
when i told my mum about the presentation
i cried again
OMG, i'm so useless
what can i do for them?
for those get hurt bcoz of me @ humans

give peace a chance

yea,

animals hv right too

...

2010-02-03T21:11:00.004+08:00

以为不听不看
也就没感觉
一转身才发现
空气里面依旧飘散着
记忆的气味

為何
一幕又一幕
盤旋在腦里
是快樂
是悲傷
也許對他人而言
不再是什麼

偷偷的回憶
那一絲甜
那一段苦

其實
依然會在乎
他最終屬於誰

有人說﹐
也許失去記憶
才是最好的結局

對﹐也許不再記得什麼
是會輕鬆多了
但﹐再苦的回憶也有一點甜
被遺忘了
豈不很悲哀?
因此
儘管再苦
也許被他人遺忘
我也不願忘了

那一絲甜﹐那一段苦

exhausted

2010-02-02T20:41:00.001+08:00

3 days 2 night trip ...
where i went?
my dearest hometown - kuala linggi
this time only me follow my parent back
went there for.... CLEANING
OMG....
opz no...
it's was a spring cleaning
so i should "enjoy" it ^^
the house already "empty" for half year
becoz my grandmum is live with us now
however, all of us hv to go bac there during new year
yea, i really like it...
i mean all the family members gather
sunday, my dad bring me to his primary school
he told me, now the whole school only hv 4+ students
very little ,rite?

my dad's primary school

after my breakfast

is time to work

i wash the floor n painted the wall

this is my 1st time neh

proud ...wakaka

this is the wall i painted

not bad rite? ^^

monday,

i was painted the "qiu qian"

started from 9 a.m

until 1p.m i oli finish it

that not a easy job neh ...

before

after....

pro leh?
this "gong gong" full of my childhood memories...

it can fit around 8 people

although very tired with those job

but i was enjoy also

becoz this house, full of meaning

my grandmum very love her house also

she said she don't want to come k.l

but, i worried ...

we cant let her alone there,

although i knew she very love there

sorry, my dearest grandmum

yea, i love my grandmum ^^

dalaaa....

2010-01-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

went to pavilion with my classmates
for ??
shopping? NO...
is our "photo day" ohh...
jz a simple post here...
=p... don't know what to write ><

some of us

yi ling

dear lian

alvin ~~

kawaii yin

pretty li min ~

we took too many pictures ....

it's lazy to upload all ><

hehe.... paiseh ya ~~

^-^ v

2010-01-27T17:23:00.007+08:00

i'm sorry my bloggiie and readers
its been more than a week since i blog
wonder still got any readers come here anot...
hehe...
yea, i'm felt bored recently
especially during the lesson in school
my heart always fly away during the lecture
i know i should respect my lecturer
as mr.Esmond Chan told us few day ago
however, sometime it's abit hard for me
the day routine is almost same everyday
wake up -> school -> home -> rest -> homeworks -> sleep
yes, i know i should enjoy my school life as well as posible
because many of my friend told me
school life is much better than work
n i always tell myself also
" just enjoy it"
okie okie....
lets has a enjoyable school life

actually felt very sad
my dad told me
" i'm quite disappointed with ur result. "
im so sorry dad n mum
i really fear to promise
i really don't know i can do it anot
i'm scared ... sorry
T-T...

p/s : i had promised masako onesan i will write some abit japan . but til now i hvn write ><

a important day~

2010-01-13T17:01:00.002+08:00

MUMMY

happy birthday

muakx muakx

love mum forever

without mummy

i wont be here today

wish mummy happy n healthy always

mum, i'm sorry

i'm not a good daughter

i'm sorry with my wrong behaviour

thank mum always support me

and always be with me

i'm sorry for all my fault

and thank for everything

mum, I LOVE U

happy birthday ya

today, i had received some thing sent by my dearest host family

they sent bac my jeans

and also present me some japanese food

tomoko sis was wrote a letter for me ^^

and some photo also

it's so touch

thank very much

i really happy can be urs family member

although i bring so many trouble for u all

but u all still treat me so good

really happy to met u all

hope can meet u all again

thank for everything n i love u

my dearest host family

happy birthdaY dear ~

2010-01-12T17:40:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday

happy birthday to my dear

muakz muakz

hope u hv a wonderful birthday ohh ^^

time always flew so fast

how many birthday we through?

hope our frenship forever n ever

love u much much ya

dear, all the best n gd luck ya

if u need me

i'm always be with u

yesterday, we celebrated daniel n yenny birthday
daniel ( 11th jan) and yenny (12th jan)
happy birthday ya ^^
we went to the curve
( yenny,daniel,nana,carmen,elra,shayn,kok keong, kumar, thomas, ah fai, ji cong n me ^^)
hope everyone were really enjoy ya
i reached home around 12
and i hvn finish my home work yet
opz.... ><
however, it's really enjoyable
for sure, i love to with they guys
love u all much much ya
muakzz...

~daniel and yenny "blowing" candle

~me n nana

~me ,nana, yenny n carmen

frenship forever n ever ^^

~Daniel n me

happy birthday ya ^^

手紙

2010-01-07T16:07:00.003+08:00

i love this meaningful song ....

手紙～拝啓十五の君へ～
アンジェラ·アキ

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたは　どこで何をしているのだろう
十五の僕には誰にも話せない　悩みの種があるのです
未来の自分に宛てて書く手紙なら
きっと素直に打ち明けられるだろう
今　負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？
ひとつしかないこの胸が何度もばらばらに割れて
苦しい中で今を生きている今を生きている

拝啓　ありがとう　十五のあなたに伝えたい事があるのです
自分とは何でどこへ向かうべきか　問い続ければ見えてくる
荒れた青春の海は厳しいけれど
明日の岸辺へと　夢の舟よ進め
今　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
大人の僕も傷ついて眠れない夜はあるけど
苦くて甘い今を生きている

人生の全てに意味があるから　恐れずにあなたの夢を育てて
Keep on beliving
負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？
ああ　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
いつの時代も悲しみを避けては通れないけれど
笑顔を見せて　
今を生きていこう今を生きていこう

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたが
幸せな事を願います

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries
I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

手紙 = letter

pei pei , pui yin n me~

HapPy birthday To SnoWiie ~~

2009-12-27T02:00:00.001+08:00

my dear snowiie...
Happy birthday to u
wish my dear always healthy n leng leng ^^
sorry for my very early wish ><

i'm so sorry cant celebrate ur birthday with u
however, my heart always be with u
feel it?
hehe....
happy birthday ya
welcum to join our 18th age group ya ^^
( but i going to 19th T-T )
keke....

HapPy birthDay oOh...

( sorry for my short msg ya )

可不可以不勇敢

2009-12-14T17:36:00.003+08:00

我知道

说什么都没有意义

如果心已经封闭

我知道

时间不断在远离

茫然的早晨躺着寂静

我还知道

未来不断在靠近

慌乱在思绪满谥的夜里

世上最残酷的

恐怕是时间

困住人一切却还向前

干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸

脆弱时候怎么勇敢
我可不可以不勇敢?
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放声哭喊

要从心底拿走一个人

很痛.很难

♥ Sport

2009-12-13T21:37:00.002+08:00

falling for sport recently ... hehe
becoz of? keep fit? or healthy?
shhh... secret ^^
exercise with lian again ... wee ... ^^
before our exercise
ate our breakfast at old town
after that went to lian's primary school
for badminton ...
i had long long long time never play badminton le
my leg was injured
very pain actually ...
and my leg now was swollen T-T
because i fall down when playing badminton
i'm like a clumsy child ><
pain pain pain ~~~
but i really enjoy today's badminton

♥ SPORT

i still waiting

a impossible msg

waiting .....

12th Dec 2009

2009-12-12T16:33:00.003+08:00

~I'm SO BORED ~

woke up early today
went to tuition centre again
( today is my last tuition ...hehe )
felt headache again
yesterday until today...
feel like wanna sick already
for sure is becoz now so hot
dizzy ~~~
( i wanna ice cream now >< )
after tuition,
bcoz of nothing to do
went back home early
very boring

drawn by rasmute
it's very nice right?
hehe ^^v
thx very much ya
i like it so much ...

"he" always appear on my mind

it like out of control

i jz hope can get a msg from him

before i leave for few week

but i know it's impossible

why i still expecting?

10th Dec 2009

2009-12-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

a boring day
awake by alarm clock
not really wan to wake up so early
but wat to do
need go back school to duty
yen hooi reached quite early today
haha... so hardworking
start from 8 a.m
we wait student come to collect their magazine
we chit chat n listen song for few hour
bcoz really boring to stay at sch
i leave early than them
bcoz i got second round mah...
haha...
my second round is TUITION ><
tuition again ...haiz
( 1 more tution leave ^^ )

走在

同一个街道

却有

不同的味道

昔日的感动

竟是

今日的思念

试着寻回当时

却黯然发现

时间飞逝

是的，

今天我又想起他了

niCe daY ~

2009-12-07T17:35:00.005+08:00

woke up early in the morning

around 6.30 (i think)

not for tuition orh ... hehe

date lian go jogging today

i was regret slept late yesterday ><

go tasik permaisuri for our jogging

we were plan for long time ago

finally, WE DID IT

gv us a big hand ~~~

our next exercise is play badminton ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOMAS

went to thomas's house today

have BBQ party there

met my previous sch fren also

like having a small gathering

same as last time

i LOVE them very much

dears i met today got

yenny, shayn, elra, nicole, micky

buddys i met got

kok keong, daniel, jun yee, ken, hon fei, kumar

hv fun with them tonight^^

really enjoyable n happy

thomas , jun yee and hon fei were prepare a cute dance for us

it's really funny

thx thomas for the partyhis family member really kind n friendly

especially his dad

soOoo CUTE ^^

if u got time , watch it.... very cute de ...wakaka

buddy ^^

thomas's family

thomas n me

kok keong n me

3 cute n funny frenss

thinking of euu...><

6th Dec 2009

2009-12-06T02:09:00.002+08:00

2.00a.m

tonight
how could i sleep?

再次。心痛
犹如万剑穿心
心。淌血
就连呼吸也痛

5th Dec 2009

2009-12-05T22:20:00.003+08:00

woke up in the early morning

for the same reason
TUITION ><
lucky next week don't hv class so frequently
after class, went to KLCC with wei keong
and waiting snowiie n wenyi to join us
honestly, today is my 2nd time to take putra train only
because of PC fair
KLCC really "people mountain people sea"
met kok keong there also
i really miss him
his look so tired

~ kok keong, remember take a rest
don't fall sick again ya...take care ~

suddenly,
my previous sch life memories flash back again
i was really love n appreciate it

met some frens at PC fair also
opz, i wanna say sorry to wei keong
"sorry, cant help u to get the "biscult". "
but i know u wont blame me de, right? ^^
went home early today
"sorry snowiie, i leave u alone. i'm sorry =( !!!"

~kok keong n me ^^~

HoO~ray

2009-12-03T15:27:00.003+08:00

quite tired ><
it was too comfortable to sleep in a raining morning
however, i need to wake up early for my tuition
today full of tuition
9.30 until 4.30
i was slept in claz =p

hoO~raY
i was in good mood now
hahaha =)
i pass my nihon-go test
althought it was just very basic
but i thought i will fail it
becoz i never study n do my revision well
took many pic today
n sense like a "star"
her smile always shine
thx my sense ,
she always very kind for me
n my classmates too
they are so funny n caring
unfortunately, i not going to continue it
so, good luck n take care ya...
i will miss u all

Arh.... my card reader is not function ><
i wan to upload my sense's pic larhh T-T

i miss someone

^^

2009-11-27T22:36:00.003+08:00

laLala~~

dated my dearest today

it was always great for me ^^

went out with elra,nana, carmen n shayn today

plan to hv a movie -new moon

n hv our photo section

we long time no hang out together already

miss n love them very much

1st station is elra's house

carmen fetch me n nana thr

hv our "oishi" lunch at sakae sushi

n waiting shayn to join us

we were late for our movie ><

it's not bad althought i gt abit don't understand

the wolf's body is nice

wakaka.... =)

finally we hv our photo section with nana's camera

it's was great

took alot pic ...

will upload soon....

hehe~~~

bt y my mood was always easily effect by him

everytime

i miss him

a great gathering

2009-11-21T20:46:00.001+08:00

after tuition
went to coffee house yamcha
with?
my dearest...
elra n shayn
carmen said wil join us
bt her dad wan her stay at home
i really long time no c her ady
miss my dear much much
so we decided go her house ^^

We hugged and kissed each other
We chit-chatted
we shared our recently story.
It was a great gathering night
I really enjoy to spend time with them
we chit chat until 12a.m oli leave car's house
do u know
alot of memories were flash back in my mind
happy funny touched
even tough life
we through by holding hand each other
i would never forget
i really love u all

我的心

还是很痛

依然在乎他

今天的他

快乐吗?

finally

2009-11-20T17:55:00.002+08:00

finally
my exam was ended
my holidays was reached
i should happy becoz of the holidays
but y my mood was like mixed

maybe i really try to escape
those problem i don't dare to face
ya, maybe holidays gd for XX also
at least no need to see me so frequently

however...
i should say

HappY Holidays ~

是否

某个角落

我可留下

是否

这次我不再哭

GoOd luCk ...

2009-11-15T10:10:00.000+08:00

exam is getting nearest ><

GooD luCk

in exam yaa...

gambatea nehh

听见了吗

2009-11-13T18:05:00.000+08:00

Why?
my mind was blank
Why?
my heart was pain
Why?
my heart bleeding again

althought
few hours ago
my heart still pain
what wrong with me?

风说了什么吗?
渴望的灵魂等待下雨
孤独的影子伴随寂寞

每当那失落的感觉包围着我
我都会静静地望着这个世界
我不知道是我忘记这个世界
还是它忘记了我

请不要走

你听见了吗?

等待

2009-11-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです

Qian

Happy birthday to Nana

2009-11-12T01:39:00.000+08:00

HapPy BirthDay to my dear

Nana

let sing a birthday song to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to nana
happy birthday to euu....

dear, i knew u wasn't happy recently
however,
when u needed an ear
or shoulder
or hand
plz dun forget
qian is always here for u
i will always be with u
dear, wish u always pretty, healthy,happy
n dreams cum true ya ^^

happy birthday

誕生日おめでとう

夜里

2009-11-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

不能睡的夜里

谁在漆黑森林将我唤醒

痛的呼吸

窒息的空气凝结成冰

曾刻骨追心的声音

仍死心不息的敲击

琴声音湃无限

台灯一熄灭消散雾气

谁都以为不听不看

也就没感觉

一转身才发现

空气里面依旧飘散着

记忆的气味

我想说没有他的声音

像没有歌词的旋律

就算很美很好听

也少了意义上的确定

the "voice" keep playing in my mind

i'm a "self-indulgent" galz

he always say

是我想太多

Movie

2009-11-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

Poker king
went to pavilion has movie today
no special comment to this movie ><
louis koo is leng zai ^^
smart guy ....
after the movie
have our "high tea" at MOF
my sis was dressed up nicely today...
pretty galz neh
however...
my appearance was ... haiz
haha... too lazy
long time never hang out with sis
unfortunately,
my exam is around the corner
n i hvn prepare at all ><
god... help me please
i really lazy to study T-T

my mind was keep thinking that

what should i do??

i was scared

pour-ing

2009-11-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

rain was poured this evening

yes, i still like raining

althought,
rain make me sad
while
rain make me smile too

today, something was mixed my mood
i'm a person don't how to behave myself
i don't how to tell u
i hate myself to being like that

went to orientation day at KBU (car's college)

Qian was in formal wear
weird, right?

breathless

2009-11-06T10:59:00.000+08:00

6th Nov
11a.m right now
i supposed at school now
today
i was skip my class
i felt not well today
heavy headache
n my heart was pain
when i see u
u looked like very hate me

i was lazy too actually

raining ... now
i was listen to the rhythm of the rain
do u hear it?
a sorrow rhythm

想念
就连呼吸都痛
微笑.假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

别告诉他

我还想他

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

vulnerable

2009-11-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

窗外下着雨敲打着並冷空氣
心冷...渴望被溫煖握緊
等待适合的风
带我飞越尽头
独自承受伤痛

一个问题
一个不敢问的问题
一个害怕得到答案的问题

总会在该忘记的时候又想起
总是要伤过心才知痛在哪里
黯然神伤
不敢在山谷发疯嘶吼
怕惊碎了寻你的回音
象雪一片一片堆积成的冰河
掩埋了眼前失踪的脚印

你对我一点不在乎
现在的他
还会想我?
听说你身边
有个她

一个人的黑夜有多艰难
谁会是你下一束亮的光线
泪水扰乱脚步
心在流浪
被放逐给了遗忘 ~~

me...
vulnerable....

Sad VS Smile

2009-11-03T17:19:00.000+08:00

sad

smile

i almost dunno how to discern

and i was lost in my own world

a empty world

however,

something are can't deny...

i was very care about our friendship,

and also him

i was miss him

微笑是掩饰悲伤最好的面具

1st nov 2009...

2009-11-01T22:51:00.000+08:00

SORRY

sorry my frens
i make u unhappy
i very sorry about that
but y ...
i cant believe it
it getting worst n worst
however i wont give up easily

sorry ... him
except sorry, i dunno wat can i say
sorry

sorry everyone

sorry

a day nt be expected

2009-10-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

time always flew very fast
today....
is a day i really nt expect
now... leave oli 2 hours
my mind was totally blank
i was really sad
moody
even emo
2 weeks already
i never get his reply
even once....
even 1 word....
i really dunknow how to describe my mood now...
it's too many thing happen today

无论你肯或不肯
我都选择等
多想化成隐形人
掩饰我伤痕
泪在翻滚
要怎么熬过这冬天
那身影
就这样悄然离去
手中玫瑰撕成碎片
窗外的雨
冰封记忆
平静的心
又起涟漪
刺痛了心
世界变阴天
心里还未伤愈
悲伤
侵袭着我
那杯咖啡
那首音乐
是否叫思念
静静的品尝着黑夜
想那脸和那笑靥
冷的咖啡
只剩下苦涩滋味

i don't wan the deal

but wat can i do???

the worst day

2009-10-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

30th oct 2009

the worst day for me
i had broke my promise
that i nt really wanted
bt i was scared
i scared will be chase by.... him
i really nt dare to stay
everyone know?
my heart was pain
very pain
like bleeding
my heart was bleeding?
nowday, really too many thing happened
all happened with sudden
i nt that strong
i'm just a weak galz
i miss him

我只是想要简单的感动

我只是想要一个肩膀

erm... ♥

2009-10-27T18:30:00.000+08:00

now i need to do
wat i had promised today
erm....
1st at all....

WOO WEN YI
a cute galz
n my darling?
or sweet heart...
willing to be?
haha....
hope u wont angry
bcoz i really mention ur name here
=)

2nd....

LIEW WEI KEONG
i had said i will mention u too
so no nid "hap chou" larhh...
hehe^^
a gd listener
n thx for always make me laugh ^^
hope u also wont angry ya...

erm....
tat all? hehe

安静.走开...勇敢.留下

2009-10-27T18:01:00.000+08:00

今天
重覆听着这歌词

" 有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中 "

喜欢
就是喜欢你
谢谢你的一切~

那声音
那影
烙上了印
依然深深爱着

不停呼唤
不停疯狂找寻
是不是
该安静地走开
还是
该在这里等待
梦醒了
还剩什么
泪在闪烁
而泪忍住
不敢坠落

还留在黑暗中守候

26th Oct 2009

2009-10-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

雨淅沥
风.不停
丝丝寒意深入我心底
脸上留下泪
和沮丧
身上留下迷惘
没了方向
在晚上.带走月亮
失去了光亮
隐藏悲伤
给我
最后的微笑好不好

if i could be the one love you.
will u notice mii??

°★°☆∴☆·¤∴¤·☆∴☆°★°

傻瓜

2009-10-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

我做了又一次的傻事

大雨一直下
漫步雨中任暴雨狠狠冲刷
多少次淋湿了我的头发
任凭我的喉咙喊的沙哑
无法压抑我的....想念
我要坚持到底

i had did wat i not really wanted
actually
i wan to stay
but i'm scared
y i not dare to look at him
at last
i get down at the next station from bus
n walk bac to there
i felt curious n worried
bcoz... he ady nt there
y become like that recently?

心.受伤了

2009-10-24T22:59:00.000+08:00

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
猜不透他的想法
其实我心乱如麻
望着你背影
泪和雨混在一起
原来痛那么彻底
凋零过后
思念蔓延
呼吸着你留下的气味

wat was happened
i was lose
lose myself
i was really fall to....
tell me plz...
wat was happen?
i just wan to know ur feeling
n ur truth.....

消失

2009-10-23T17:39:00.000+08:00

我想
从此以后消失

消失的下雨天
可不可以再淋一遍
即使落泪
即使悲伤
就让我消失吧...

i'm a nobody
a spare person
i would disappear
if u will feel more happy
i would disappear
if i make u feel unhappy
nobody needed me
i jz will bring trouble to u all
always make the problem
i had failed everthing that i want to do
i had lost myself
i'm a useless person
i'm a spare person
i can't see my way ady
i has no place to stay ady
i'm jz a nobody
n nobody needed me
so...
let me disappear from u all
jz disappear....

落月照射的悲伤映入眼帘

只剩零散的记忆在更迭

说好不会掉眼泪

所以

我会悄悄掉眼泪

Rain

2009-10-22T16:36:00.000+08:00

rain. it make me smile
rain. it make me cry

i love raining day
as i like u

y being fierce recently?
i was scared.......

2009-10-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

Ding doNg ....
opz... i had long time never blogging already ><
miss me? keke... perasaan-ING
sorry for my broken english ya ...
jz read through some blogs
n jz realize what was happened
i'm very sorry about all my fault
i'm very sorry if i has did anything wrong
i'm very sorry when u needed me n i nt around
i'm very sorry to make someone worried

last saturday,
went to my dear's hse
a birthday party to her sister
n also a small gathering for our 9 galz
althought there are only 6 of us
but appreciated for everything
i really love to meet them

care others more than herself,
even hurt herself...
just wanna say to her,
anything if it shall go wrong,it will,
just take it and don't be too nervous or sad,
toward the things that already broken...

a little about me wrote by she?
wrote by... a person know me already 5 years
who wrote ?? haha... only she know...
thx dear... i wil try to "correct" my weakness

erm....
a little message to dear lian & mi-yi
dear, i knew i nt good enough
i had did wrong alot thing
n thx u for always support n forgive me
maybe some problem were occured between us
but... it's over? i hope yes
n i really hope would't happen those thing again between us
dears, i'm sorry for everything
friendship wil forever horr?
i really wish our friendship forever n ever... ♥

for someone
don't be so fierce larh ....
smile plz =)

listen to

2009-10-08T11:39:00.000+08:00

Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone,
you're feeling blue
If you wait for love,
and you're alone
If you call your friends,
nobody's home
You can rum away,
but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry
: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone,
who cares for you
If you're feeling sad,
your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey
oh let me know
There's a place in heaven,
where we'll goIf heaven is,
a million years away
Oh just call me and
I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry
: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone,
who cares for you
If you're feeling sad,
your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone,
who cares for youIf you're feeling sad,
your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

i like this song very much
it very touch n pretty nice

so if u wanna cry
jz cry on my shoulder ....

hard to say i'm sorry

2009-10-08T11:32:00.000+08:00

this is nt a new song
bt i like it recently
erm.... nt oli becoz it nice
n its lyrics was meaningful too

chicago ~~~

"Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say,
"from each other."
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other.
"Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you.
I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away,
far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you.
I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you.
I promise to.
You're gonna be the lucky one.

玩偶

2009-10-06T16:10:00.000+08:00

狂笑后
却依然失落
以为笑了，就没事了
却发现笑
原来是掩饰悲伤的面具
我。今天狂笑了
我。依然失落
偶然发现
自己似他的玩偶
一个该扔的玩偶
腻了闷了
就该扔了

近日的他
笑容少了
是自己多心了吗？
依然在意
今天的他怎么了
但我。没有勇气
再说我的笑话
他没找我了
难道我真的只是个玩偶？？

for u

2009-10-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面
那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光到该被宝贝
因为有限
我学习着不去担心得太远
不计划太多
反而能勇敢冒险
丰富的过每一天
快乐的看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你的侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看见悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

this song for u

thx dear lian ....

梦醒时分

2009-10-04T00:27:00.000+08:00

梦醒十分。
给自己的....

你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等

但我依然会等

想。你

2009-10-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

原来，自己越踩越深
原来，我迷失了自己
原来，自己的可信度是。零
我，想你
原来，我害怕
害怕失去你
我，真的无可救药？

对不起，一直给你带来困扰
我，只想你在身边
原谅我的自私
原谅我的懦弱
原谅我高攀不起

我想我是真的喜欢了

exhausted

2009-09-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

rain ...
heavy rain this morning
it was like match with my mood
it's raining
today, my mood is quite down
i dunknow why
i know i should't to think too much
but something is really out of control
arh....

today got bola jaring competition for me
as i expect , we losed
i'm very sorry that i nt done well
some members were injured
i felt very sorry to them
n thx for u all efforts
appreciate it
u all had done well
good job ^^
n thx very very much....

26 sept 2009

2009-09-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

希望时间停止
在这一天
在这一刻

02：50 下午
这一刻
并不特别
只不过
是害怕明天的到来
不期待明天
我不要明天
可是
此刻再任性的我
也安静了
宁停留在这一平凡的时刻
我。并不坚强

2009-09-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

想念不断的重覆
冷冷的空气
弥漫了
浓浓思念的味道

我好想你

剑

一句话

2009-09-16T21:32:00.000+08:00

原来一句话
竟可以那么痛
试着假装听不见
却已深深烙印心中
像影片不断的重复着
试着让自己停此
却已被思念蒙蔽
控制不了的思绪

心痛难过
被剑狠狠地刺痛了
那一句话，锋芒
心淌着血
就连呼吸也痛

思念的旋律
依然飘零
纸上的水迹
是汗水
还是泪？

今夜，雨会来访吗...

原来是自己想太多
原来我什么都不是
原来我不能如此潇洒
原来我没想象中坚强
那句话，真的刺痛了心
那句话，真的足已让泪流下
再次心痛
再次哭泣

15 sept 2009

2009-09-15T16:35:00.000+08:00

在老师的催眠曲下
沉重的眼眸
因而闭上
思念的旋律
耳边飘零
听见吗
我的思念

阳光耀眼时
心不知该搁放何处才能灿烂
关于你
一个不明白的问题
缠绕着
怨自己的愚蠢
我真的很想知道究竟发生什么事

雨中，弥漫着一片哀伤。

Insomnia

2009-09-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

nw is 4.48a.m
i still awake
could't sleep tonight
i'm insomnia right now
nobody with me
keep thinking of that ( count down?)
wat i should do right now?
wat can i do right now?
do u mind to tell me?
don't like to being insomnia
the lonely n emo are coming forward to me
i don't like to being tat ...
do u mind to bring me out from darkness?
heavy raining outside now
it come with the lightning
it was quite scary in the darkness
do u mind to be with me?
hold me now
i just want u to stay

如果

2009-09-10T17:10:00.000+08:00

如果，我一个愚笨的行为

能够博你一笑

我可做你永远的小丑

如果，我的消失

能够让你再次灿烂

我愿躲在你身后的远处

如果，我是一只蝴蝶

能够让你微笑的蝴蝶

我愿只飞在你身旁

如果，你不再出现

我的世界还有什么可贵

如果，我变成回忆

你是否会开心些

如果，你知道我担心着你

你会愿意和我分享吗？

你是怎么了，究竟发生什么事了，这个月里，会发生什么事吗？我很担心，会在哪天，再次远去，再次无言，再次难过，再次哭泣.....

♥ weee... time flew...

2009-09-07T19:35:00.000+08:00

time flew really very fast
i was nt here quite long time (almost 1 week ><) haha... actually quite alot thing i wan to jot down at here such as.... friday~

it was a normal day for me actually

after tuition, i has a nice talk with him (i think)

dunno hw he felt ><...

since he talk about child memories

i realize i can't rmb wat i had done when i was small

wat i rmb all is through my dad or mum's mouth

becoz of my poor memorize

or i don't has much memories whn i was small?

haiz.... i hope it can flashback nw in my mind

anyway.... thx for ur vitagen ^^

saturday~

woke up early for tuition

after claz, went to ts to find yuki

she going bac to malacca again

so lian suggested hv a gathering

chit chat a long time

found i really enjoy when chat with them ^^

went bac home around 10p.m

quite tired ><

yuki , must take gd care ya...

qian will always miss u n "luv" u ^^ hehe

sunday~

ntg special day

after tuition, went bac home be the whole day pig ^^

OMG

2009-09-03T16:57:00.000+08:00

finally, today is the day my group should present for economic
we had prepared it bu using "long time"
we had search the information by internet, text book, magazine, newpaper
mayb that not really very prefect
but we really try our best to prepare this presentation
early in the morning
when my group member were remind me about the presentation
i was felt nervous once their remind
heart beat was increase very fast
lastly, the period to present is come
i was very nervous when teachers are prepare the projector to us
bt unfornately, some problem were occur
there are no energy supply to the room "soket"
that mean we need to present without slide show
OMG......
for sure, nobody wil understand us
bcoz some very complicate word inside our project
n for sure ,nobody wil interest when we just read
very sad when knew need to present without slide show
n i was make alot mistake when i presented
i'm very sorry to my group members
n very sorry to my schmates which are with us today
i was presented something that "i aso dunno wat i had present"
really hope can present with slide show again
anything, it's over
appreciate who is listening my presentation
thx very much to pn.lee was gave us alot of effort
even we not really done well today
i will try my best to do well in my R&D
it's raining when finish sch
luckily, my daddy came to fetched me
if not , i dunno wat time i only can back home ^^
a extremely tired day

friday~~

2009-08-28T20:38:00.000+08:00

i had promised my bao bei ~ bibi wil bring her go clinic long time ago...
i'm very sorry
because i dunknow drive delayed the promise
her skin problem getting worst
finally, my dad willing to fetch me there
but i was alone to take care bibi n coffee (cat)
my dad was gone after I get off from car
luckily, that not really a hard job to take care two cuties
coffee need to body check
because he was juz born nt more than 3 week ( i think)
i saw alot very cute dogs n cats there
this time, doctor was gave alot medicine for bibi
pity bibi need to take many medicine
after done everything, my mum ask worker to take me home
this is the first time i go animal clinic myself , hehe ^^
has tuition today
i was quite lazy actually...
n i was get off wrong place from tuition centre
luckily, the distance between pudu jail n tuition centre is nt really long
i was took around 10 mins to reached centre from pudu jail
he never talk to me today again T.T

bibi, wish u can get well soon ^^
qian love u forever n ever ...
muakx

dating

2009-08-27T20:05:00.000+08:00

a mixed-up-feeling again....
busy early in the morning
i was helped mummy to arrange her thing ( bill, invois, slip n bla bla bla) in office
it's a quite tired job for me...
need to arrange "them" date by date ><
i thought the gathering wil cancel
because my dears are busy on their studies
n elra was sick somemore ( get well soon ,ya )
finally.....
very happy it still on
even jz 3 ppl going for this gathering
(me ,carmen n shayn )
i was long time never hang out with them
after i simply dressed up
carmen n shayn was came to fetched me pavilion
i was very happy n enjoy with them
we had took alot of picture
like the picture session, haha
after shopping, we went to MOF to had our "tea time"?
haha... japanese sweet (ice-cream)
yummy yummy.... ^^
around 6, we went home by carmen's car
because shayn has class around 7
althought today was quite enjoyable
bt my feeling was mixed up

because of ... (him?)

a few messages?

i dunwan to being emo anymore

qian , plz smile

even force to ... bt plz....

I WANT SMILE =)

waiting my dear to upload photos ^^

Economic?

2009-08-26T18:09:00.000+08:00

i am the person dunno economic at all
but force to learn it
beginning , i was nt really like this subject
n now? still... nt really okie with it
woke up early again
this holiday, i was woke up early every day ><
y? because i dearest daddy was awake me everyday
around 9 , he sure wil come in my room n pull me from my lovely bed
just because "invite" me to hv breakfast with him
when i reject ,he will said " okie, u not "sayang" daddy already, dunwan fren with u ..."
can u believe this sentence wil spoke by my dad?
but, it was normal for me...
when i was small, i quite close with my dad
so althought i still sleepy, and only holiday i can has breakfast with my daddy
even sunday also no chance
because i has tuition n he nt free too
i was enjoy with hving breakfast with family
althought my dad always ask me to eat much
i was getting fat n fat
as usual , after my breakfast
i was waiting dear lian n kam foo
we need to go m.yee house to do our economic project
during the discussion, we have different opinion n ideas
i'm very sorry, if i did wrong anything
luckily ,we finished our discussion without any arguement ^^
after that, we take turns to typing n reading...
finally, we done what we need to do for presentation
bt we nt enough time to do our "buku kajian"
we are the first need to present ... ARHHH...
it's raining night again

happy to receive his msg actually......

unlucky T-T

2009-08-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

woke up early this morning

planning go to klcc with my classmates today

nt reali wan to leave my lovely bed so early actually ... haha

after the simply dressed up

had breakfast with my family

my dad had ordered wrong food for me

tat wat i dun like to eat - Ying Yong

so i jz drank a cup of coffee n a "steam bread" as my breakfast

ask daddy fetch me to bus station

i scared i wil be late

bt lucky, i nt the most late person ^^

( i always be late actually ,keke)

went to klcc bookfair n movie session are our plan today

ORPHAN

the movie i watched today

abit scary n hair raising story

make me felt nervous when watching

somemore i felt nt really well tat moment

it was cold in cinema bt i was sweating

it was really unlucky for me today , haiz

after the movie, others were plan to pavilion

i quite sad becoz i cnt join them T.T

i really feeling nt well n nt really wan to walk anymore

my dear lian was accompany me, thx alot

actually wan take bus bac home bt i was very crazy painful

so we get a place sit down to let me rest while waiting my fren to carry me

lucky still gt someone willing to fetch me whn i needed, thx alot

hving a nice talk with lian

a lont ticket - 18

group pic ^^

i was lost my USB , arhhhh......

cnt upload my own photo >.<

u had broke everything u had promises

did u realize?

Heal The World ♥

2009-08-24T13:41:00.000+08:00

请别关上此部落格正播着的歌
希望你能好好聆听
Heal The World

地球生病了

这一句话，我听了多少次？

然而，还是没听见

我们的地球痊愈了

从小，我们画过多少张爱护地球的海报

从小，我们听过多少次爱护地球的讲座

遗憾的，我依然没办法尽力地

做一些让能地球的病转好的事

我知道

我能做的是多么的渺小

一连串的天灾人祸总是不断

看见灾民嚎啕大哭

痛失至亲

有时候

心也会一起哭了起来

不过

看见各方各地的人

不断的帮忙赈灾

我相信

人间是温暖的

我不知道

自己能做些什么

才能让地球病好

不过，我会尽力的

努力学习

我们一起好好爱护地球吧

我们只有一个地球啊

它是多么美好的

Heal The World

make a better place

for you and for me

and the entire human race

there are people dying

if you care enough for the living

make a better place

for you and for me

Plz ♥ Our World

I ♥ Friends

2009-08-23T12:45:00.000+08:00

a wonderful morning

woke up early in the morning

i hope today would b a nice day for me

hopefully ^^

before tuition , i was bought a bear for pui yin as her birthday present

went to tuition as usual

3 hours accouting lecture which was bored me

( still, he never talk with me ,even 1 sentence)

after the class, fish n me were rushed to pavilion wong kok

having a small gathering for our dearest ex-classmate

i really miss them alot, i miss the life with them

i ♥ them

althought nt all of them came for this gathering

only 9 of us

( carmen, elra, nana,yenny,fish, nicholas, thomson, jun yee n me )

appreciate for it already ^^

all of them are busy with their life now

still remember wat we had said before?

we must workhard together to create a brighten future

so , galz n boys

let workhard together

beside tat, qian will always be with u

willing to lend my hand or ear whn u needed

i has a nice talk with nicholas today

funny, enjoyable n touch talk

alot of memories were like a slideshow

flashback in my mind right now

alot of "life trip" we were past together

alot of footprint we were leave together

u all are the best i never had before

i ♥ u all forever n ever

our frendship would never end

a trip we really enjoyable

our hands ~

a small party that we always did in class

shhh.... teacher is nt allow us to do it actually ^^

nine galz ( cartoon)

I ♥ MY FRIENDs

holiday is around the corner ^^

2009-08-21T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hohoho... holiday is around the corner
althought i wil quite busy during my dearest holiday
alot of project n tutorial T.T
bt i wil try to enjoy my holiday too
wan hang out hang out ^^ haha
actually ady gt few plans for my holiday
bookfair, gathering n bla bla bla
full of "appointment" =)
is wil b a busy holiday for me
should arrange the time correctly
my leg was very very painful today
b4 tat day play bola jaring too " drastic"
haha... i'm a active galz
bt i was long time no exercise ady
so my leg was pain bcoz of tat T.T
expecting my holiday

I'm coming, MY HOLIDAY

hulalala~~~

2009-08-18T16:25:00.000+08:00

a new member for my house

it was light brown colour

n a grey eye

who ?

a cat ^^

name coffee

my mum bring it bac yesterday

bcoz it was so small n pity ( very thin)

it quite kawaii ♥

hope coffee can grow up healthy

here , our class photo ^^

(efficient leh? wakaka)

Qian,must cheer up...

Smile ^^

♥

2009-08-17T19:56:00.000+08:00

我会快乐的 .....
开心的我，会回来了

那之前，可否让我先哭一场

待泪被风吹干后

笑容会再灿烂

对不起，打扰你了

微笑

2009-08-15T10:34:00.000+08:00

如常上学
不知道怎么了
近日心情都没有很好
也许是自己想太多了
真希望是自己想太多
而不是事实
窗外的阳光
是灿烂的
多么希望被影响
那，我的笑容也会是灿烂的
也许在狂笑后
心情会愉快
我。好想真正的大笑

你的沉默
好冷好冷
心。淌着血
好痛
呼吸着的
不再是我爱的雨后气息
空气中弥漫的
都是
满满思念而沉重的味道
是怎么了....
在你身后的我
依然会保持微笑
因为
想让你看见
永远微笑的我

lalala....

2009-08-12T17:22:00.000+08:00

raining cat and dog this morning n noon
play under raining
but to prevent i get sick
so i really play awhile oli
like the feeling without any reason?
finally finished my monthly test
aso my 1st test for form 6
it really quite tough for me
i really lost all my confidence bcoz of this test >< wat can i do is put more effort to "them" stressed...
~stressed is just desserts if u can reverse~
if u read the stressed for right hand site , u wil get wat i mean
found this quite meaningul
agree it " deep deep" haha
so treat stessed as desserts ^^
gambateh ....

12th august is who birthday??
sure nt me....
there are 3 ppl birthday from my fren
~yi ling
~yuki
~chuan how
haPpy bIrthDay ya ....
wish u always happy ,healthy,n leng leng all the time ^^
gd luck n all the best ...

happy birthday

5th august 2009 rain

2009-08-05T17:18:00.000+08:00

raining for this morning

it was a very cold morning

even it nt rain

bcoz since early in the morning

my heart was cold

i missed yesterday night

i hate myself

y i slept so early

i knew time is never reflux

i was emo now

i also dunknow what happened to me

bcoz of his words n action?

i hate to being emo

when sunshine will come to me?

i waiting for u

I need u

2009-08-04T17:16:00.000+08:00

extremely alot homework now day

extremely tired now day

feel like wanna shout loudly

mayb i wil feel better

i almost forgot whn i shout last time

i was long time no shout

even play the pirate ship

am i more stronger than before?

or i already forget how to shout?

i need a joke

i need dearest friend

i need dearest family

i need u

Big Walkz

2009-08-01T17:19:00.000+08:00

a new month again

should work harder n harder for this month

exam is really around the corner

today woke up quite early

bcoz need to go putrajaya

for BIG WALK

almost all my classmate was join it

n my younger sister too

quite many sch were join aso

met my old schmate aso (junior)

quite miss them

wish them gd luck in their SPM lah

my lovely rain was join this activities too

during we jogging

it come to visited us

all of us was run to tents

** sry my dear rain, i nt reali wan to escape from u

** bt u came with the wrong timing

for sure , we aso hv our photo section

hving fun with them

happy-ing

quite tired today

went home around 1 p.m

sleep from 3p.m until 11p.m

haha.... very geng leh

mum said i'm slpy pig

i'm nt

i'm slpy princess n waiting my prince^^

haha....

( ida & wei-ern)

(dear lian n me)

he acting cool?

wei keong is running

it was raining

shh.... dun disturb them.... hv sugar dream ya^^

today u said u was sad becoz of her

bt.... whn i saw u sad

i was aso sad

bt... did u know?

farewell

2009-08-01T14:11:00.000+08:00

i was used the time wel today^^
as usual i went to sch
bt today m.yee, lian n p.yin did't come to sch
i'm so hardworking><...haha
tml almost all classmate wil go for "big walk"
i long time no exercise already
so i sure wil join them ^^
after sch, i rush bac to house to take bath
n rush to tuition
i was so hungry bcoz i did't eat anything since 6a.m
luckily , i stil gt energy to listen the lecture
bcoz i saw most of my classmates are quicky take a nap whn teacher gv us a short rest
after tution, me n dear lian were go to t.s to join fengwei n loon
today we hv a small gathering for farewell
our prince loon is going bac to ipoh to continue his studies
we went to neway n repeat what we do the most
cheong k
we always cheong k together de ^^
had fun thr for sure ^^
hope always can gathering with u guys

( dun look at me, plz focus feng wei's face ... so serious whn singing ...haha)

althought tis pic nt reali nice , bt this is the oli pic we take together
around 10p.m we finished our "k"
i was ate very much at neway
getting fat n fat =.=
i sure wil miss u , loon ....

he is loon
who i know at lowyat n work together for few month
he is a very kind n gd person
n funny aso
he always make us laugh non-stop
n he always lend me his hand when i needed
he is a very good listener also
he always lent his ear whn i meet trouble
n gv me alot advice
nw he going to ipoh to continue his studies
i wish him all the best n gd luck all the time
loon, must take gd care
i wil always miss u n nvr forget u
so u too, whn free come to visit us
i waiting for u ^^wish u all the best ya ...
farewell, loon ....
u r always the best^^ hehe

exhaushed

2009-07-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

wat wrong with me

wro-ooo-ong with me

felt exhaushed this few day

alot of homeworks are waiting me

"they" increase everyday

sometime feel like wan to give up

but this the "road" i was choose

i should continue it until the end

YES, i should continue

today, walk alone to home

felt down suddenly, i aso dunno y

wat wrong with me?

i need a joke right now

i wan to laugh right now

i miss raining day

i miss u

Cheer up plz

2009-07-26T16:10:00.000+08:00

i hate to being moody

many "little" thing was mixed up make me felt moody

i tried to control my emotional

i wan be cheerful

i wan to smile

he outstation this few day

will him cum bac to us?

i dunno wat im thinking right nw

felt very moody only

went to sunway hang out with my sisters again

hope to cheer myself up n relax ♥

althought i nt really workhard for my "works"

hv fun with them

i had listened many advice from my elder sis thx alot

went home early bcoz i haven finish my homework

felt sorry to myself

hang out b4 finish my work ><

sorry....

i always tell myself to put more effort to my studies

bt i always failed

i was lazy ~~~

hope u wil cum bac with us

althought i knew tat im very selfish...

♥ Qian

♥ Hari Keusahawan ♥

2009-07-25T17:13:00.000+08:00

CONGRATULATION

it was a quite successful carnival

went to our booth

they almost set up all the thing

so sorry that i nt come early to help u all

felt very suprised to saw so many present was prepared by my classmate

really so cooperation^^

tis is present prepared by them

they were set up our booth

so bz since the early morning

there r 3 games provide by us

titanic

here you goal

ice age

( drawn by me ^^)

i was leave them around 1p.m

bcoz i hv rush to tuition

so i forced to go

im very sorry bcoz nt help u all to clean the booth

n i felt super sorry to let u all losed some profit

bcoz of my wrong decision

very very very super super sorry

SORRY

during the tuiton period

i was in the half sleep mood

felt very sleepy n tired

me n li min were help to wake each other up

haha^^

luckily stil know how to do the exercise

even i was nt listen the lecture with well

li min n me

nt take much pic ><

cloudy

2009-07-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

a cloudy weather
a cloudy sky
a cloudy sun
a cloudy mood of me today
i was jz hv 3 hours rest for yesterday
bt it's still okie for my claz
bt i was nt listen well what teacher had taught today
especially p.a period, it was so bored for me
from tuition centre to jusco maluri
i was heard less than 5 sentence from u
we was so quiet , n i dun dare to disturb u
i hope tat our frenship is never got problem
our nine galz's friendship is never end
plz dun end , i love u all deep deep
i really scared with person who is always emotional
i always think whether is me did wrong something
i always trying to make ppl happy ,even jz a smile ( i know i'm failed =< )
n i also trying to smile all the time
am i like to smile?
or i'm using smile to hide myself?
don't know
even myself aso cnt answer
bt at this moment i wil continue "my smile"
cheer up everyone ^^
everything will be okie

i was felt down when i listen tat news
u going to leave again?

2009-07-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

尽管再多的荆棘
尽管再多的困难

尽管再多的眼泪

尽管再多的伤痕

我都会一直勇敢的走下去

我不要遗憾

前方总有阳光

总有希望

加油

today quite tired bcoz yesterday i was do my homework until 3a.m

really felt dun wan to wake up this early morning

my claz is quite different with yesterday

my classmate all look like very happy today

laugh n make noise non stop

i was laugh n make noise too ^^

hving fun n laughing non stop for whole day

it was raining for this sweet afternoon

y sweet?

bcoz i hv a nice sleep for my recess

it was really comfortable to sleep with the nice weather

the last 2 period is account

it was make me more sleepy

老师的话 + 天气 = 睡觉

this is what wei keong told me

i was agree with it "deep deep"

haha....

*dun forget what u had promised. N dun break ur promise .... *

Bon odori ♥

2009-07-18T15:47:00.000+08:00

woke up quite early (10 p.m)

early? haha... for me oli lah, coz i can sleep until noon

plan to do my homework actually

bcoz it's "timeless" for me now day

bt i nt success to done my work ><

went to met my dears at leisuremall

i really very miss U all

- elra,yenny,shayn, kok keong, daniel n thomson

chit chat for few hours

i was leave them 1st... so sorry

after tat met dear k.lian at leisuremall aso

-jie hwa ,wei ern, lian n her fren

（wei-ern, jie hwa n ME ^^)
5 of us went to shah alam
y?

bcoz is wat i expected for

bon odori

saw alot of ppl wearing kimono

malay galz aso ,bt with their tudung as wel ==

alot of japanese food aso

wat can i say is

crazy many ppl thr

met kaijie n his fren thr aso

actually i was met many ppl thr

long time no c ya ^^

extremely many ppl

i really enjoy whn dance the japan's culture dance with all ppl at the centre of field

it was so fun n happy

even i dunknow hw to the dance at all... haha

i really like the feel n enjoy it

bt it ended quite early

so i was suggest go to yam cha

invite him aso

suprised jie hua n wei ern was join us aso

time is the 1st time yamcha wif jie hwa , wei ern n kaijie

on the way to station 1

we was talking ghost story in the car

it was so hair raising n nervous ... haha

b4 tat, i really scared we wil ntg to say n the situation wil b "cold"

bt luckily nt ^^ we was hv fun whn we play games

even i nt really wan to bac home so early

bt it was late for jie hwa ( around 1a.m)

really happy n enjoy with u guy today ♥

wei ern n me

在我視線沒有你的蹤影時

我的眼神不知覺的在尋找

那個我永遠摸不清的影子

♥感動♥

2009-07-14T17:04:00.000+08:00

“从来没想过不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说我有多感动”

- BY 2 - 我知道

是否在感動時
卻沒說出口
只在心里
偷偷咀嚼著
那份感動
或是忘了說
你有多感動
有時候就因為那一霎那的
錯過
成了心里的遺憾
請不要以為對方會懂
而默不出聲
當然了解
有時候，有些話
欲說卻不知如何開口
那種心情
是多么的難過
曾經的我也如此

在我要開夜車讀書時
為我端上一杯熱咖啡的媽媽
那時候的我
卻忘了說感動

在我睡遲的早晨
盡管很累
還是開車送我上學的爸爸
那時侯的我
也忘了說感動

在我失意的時候
在身邊不斷鼓勵我的朋友
那時候的我
依然忘了說感動

還有他
借此
我想和他說
“謝謝你，我真的很感動”
不知是否太遲
也不知他在想么
不過，我依然想說我很感動
- kaijie-

希望看到這文章的你
別忘了說
你有多感動
不一定是“另一半”
還有你的朋友與家人

♥

2009-07-12T16:49:00.000+08:00

long time never hang out with my dears already
(elra,nana n yenny)
althought i stil gt alot homework hvn do
bt i stil went out with them
( sorry my parents n teacher )
bcoz we long time no meet
did what i long time no do with them
--> gossip non stop ^^
before go to pavilion
gt ppl stop us
they r from XX 日報 (東方日報）
n they capture our pic
( who is read the newspaper ,plz help me pay attention
n tel me whn they post the pic ^^)
long time never c my dear dear le
miss them so much
wil upload the pic ltr ^^

wat r u doing? bz on ur homework?