pour-ing

rain was poured this evening

yes, i still like raining

althought,
rain make me sad
while
rain make me smile too

today, something was mixed my mood
i'm a person don't how to behave myself
i don't how to tell u
i hate myself to being like that


went to orientation day at KBU (car's college)


Qian was in formal wear
weird, right?

breathless

6th Nov
11a.m right now
i supposed at school now
today
i was skip my class
i felt not well today
heavy headache
n my heart was pain
when i see u
u looked like very hate me

i was lazy too actually

raining ... now
i was listen to the rhythm of the rain
do u hear it?
a sorrow rhythm


想念
就连呼吸都痛
微笑.假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

别告诉他

我还想他

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

vulnerable

窗外下着雨敲打着並冷空氣
心冷...渴望被溫煖握緊
等待适合的风
带我飞越尽头
独自承受 伤痛

一个问题
一个不敢问的问题
一个害怕得到答案的问题

总会在该忘记的时候又想起
总是要伤过心才知痛在哪里
黯然神伤
不敢在山谷发疯嘶吼
怕惊碎了寻你的回音
象雪一片一片堆积成的冰河
掩埋了眼前失踪的脚印

你对我一点不在乎
现在的他
还会想我?
听说你身边
有个她


一个人的黑夜有多艰难
谁会是你下一束亮的光线
泪水扰乱脚步
心在流浪
被放逐给了遗忘 ~~


me...
vulnerable....

Sad VS Smile

sad

or

smile

i almost dunno how to discern

and i was lost in my own world

a empty world

however,

something are can't deny...

i was very care about our friendship,

and also him

i was miss him

微笑是掩饰悲伤最好的面具

1st nov 2009...

SORRY

sorry my frens
i make u unhappy
i very sorry about that
but y ...
i cant believe it
it getting worst n worst
however i wont give up easily

sorry ... him
except sorry, i dunno wat can i say
sorry

sorry everyone

sorry

a day nt be expected

time always flew very fast
today....
is a day i really nt expect
now... leave oli 2 hours
my mind was totally blank
i was really sad
moody
even emo
2 weeks already
i never get his reply
even once....
even 1 word....
i really dunknow how to describe my mood now...
it's too many thing happen today


无论你肯或不肯
我都选择等
多想化成隐形人
掩饰我伤痕
泪在翻滚
要怎么熬过这冬天
那身影
就这样悄然离去
手中玫瑰撕成碎片
窗外的雨
冰封记忆
平静的心
又起涟漪
刺痛了心
世界变阴天
心里还未伤愈
悲伤
侵袭着我
那杯咖啡
那首音乐
是否叫思念
静静的品尝着黑夜
想那脸和那笑靥
冷的咖啡
只剩下苦涩滋味

i don't wan the deal

but wat can i do???

the worst day

30th oct 2009

the worst day for me
i had broke my promise
that i nt really wanted
bt i was scared
i scared will be chase by.... him
i really nt dare to stay
everyone know?
my heart was pain
very pain
like bleeding
my heart was bleeding?
nowday, really too many thing happened
all happened with sudden
i nt that strong
i'm just a weak galz
i miss him

我只是想要简单的感动

我只是想要一个肩膀

erm... ♥

now i need to do
wat i had promised today
erm....
1st at all....

WOO WEN YI
a cute galz
n my darling?
or sweet heart...
willing to be?
haha....
hope u wont angry
bcoz i really mention ur name here
=)

2nd....

LIEW WEI KEONG
i had said i will mention u too
so no nid "hap chou" larhh...
hehe^^
a gd listener
n thx for always make me laugh ^^
hope u also wont angry ya...


erm....
tat all? hehe

安静.走开...勇敢.留下

今天
重覆听着这歌词

" 有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中 "

喜欢
就是喜欢你
谢谢你的一切~

那声音
那影
烙上了印
依然深深爱着

不停呼唤
不停疯狂找寻
是不是
该安静地走开
还是
该在这里等待
梦醒了
还剩什么
泪在闪烁
而泪忍住
不敢坠落



还留在黑暗中守候

26th Oct 2009

雨淅沥
风.不停
丝丝寒意深入我心底
脸上留下泪
和沮丧
身上留下迷惘
没了方向
在晚上.带走月亮
失去了光亮
隐藏悲伤
给我
最后的微笑好不好






if i could be the one love you.
will u notice mii??

°★°☆∴☆·¤∴¤·☆∴☆°★°

傻瓜

我做了又一次的傻事

大雨一直下
漫步雨中任暴雨狠狠冲刷
多少次淋湿了我的头发
任凭我的喉咙喊的沙哑
无法压抑我的....想念
我要坚持到底


i had did wat i not really wanted
actually
i wan to stay
but i'm scared
y i not dare to look at him
at last
i get down at the next station from bus
n walk bac to there
i felt curious n worried
bcoz... he ady nt there
y become like that recently?

心.受伤了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
猜不透他的想法
其实我心乱如麻
望着你背影
泪和雨混在一起
原来痛那么彻底
凋零过后
思念蔓延
呼吸着你留下的气味

wat was happened
i was lose
lose myself
i was really fall to....
tell me plz...
wat was happen?
i just wan to know ur feeling
n ur truth.....

消失

我想
从此以后消失

消失的下雨天
可不可以再淋一遍
即使落泪
即使悲伤
就让我消失吧...

i'm a nobody
a spare person
i would disappear
if u will feel more happy
i would disappear
if i make u feel unhappy
nobody needed me
i jz will bring trouble to u all
always make the problem
i had failed everthing that i want to do
i had lost myself
i'm a useless person
i'm a spare person
i can't see my way ady
i has no place to stay ady
i'm jz a nobody
n nobody needed me
so...
let me disappear from u all
jz disappear....

落月照射的悲伤映入眼帘

只剩零散的记忆在更迭

说好不会掉眼泪

所以

我会悄悄掉眼泪

Rain

rain. it make me smile
rain. it make me cry

i love raining day
as i like u


y being fierce recently?
i was scared.......

Ding doNg ....
opz... i had long time never blogging already ><
miss me? keke... perasaan-ING
sorry for my broken english ya ...
jz read through some blogs
n jz realize what was happened
i'm very sorry about all my fault
i'm very sorry if i has did anything wrong
i'm very sorry when u needed me n i nt around
i'm very sorry to make someone worried

last saturday,
went to my dear's hse
a birthday party to her sister
n also a small gathering for our 9 galz
althought there are only 6 of us
but appreciated for everything
i really love to meet them

care others more than herself,
even hurt herself...
just wanna say to her,
anything if it shall go wrong,it will,
just take it and don't be too nervous or sad,
toward the things that already broken...

a little about me wrote by she?
wrote by... a person know me already 5 years
who wrote ?? haha... only she know...
thx dear... i wil try to "correct" my weakness

erm....
a little message to dear lian & mi-yi
dear, i knew i nt good enough
i had did wrong alot thing
n thx u for always support n forgive me
maybe some problem were occured between us
but... it's over? i hope yes
n i really hope would't happen those thing again between us
dears, i'm sorry for everything
friendship wil forever horr?
i really wish our friendship forever n ever... ♥



for someone
don't be so fierce larh ....
smile plz =)