exhausted

3 days 2 night trip ...
where i went?
my dearest hometown - kuala linggi
this time only me follow my parent back
went there for.... CLEANING
OMG....
opz no...
it's was a spring cleaning
so i should "enjoy" it ^^
the house already "empty" for half year
becoz my grandmum is live with us now
however, all of us hv to go bac there during new year
yea, i really like it...
i mean all the family members gather
sunday, my dad bring me to his primary school
he told me, now the whole school only hv 4+ students
very little ,rite?

my dad's primary school

after my breakfast

is time to work

i wash the floor n painted the wall

this is my 1st time neh

proud ...wakaka

this is the wall i painted

not bad rite? ^^

monday,

i was painted the "qiu qian"

started from 9 a.m

until 1p.m i oli finish it

that not a easy job neh ...

before

after....

pro leh?
this "gong gong" full of my childhood memories...

it can fit around 8 people

although very tired with those job

but i was enjoy also

becoz this house, full of meaning

my grandmum very love her house also

she said she don't want to come k.l

but, i worried ...

we cant let her alone there,

although i knew she very love there

sorry, my dearest grandmum

yea, i love my grandmum ^^

dalaaa....

went to pavilion with my classmates
for ??
shopping? NO...
is our "photo day" ohh...
jz a simple post here...
=p... don't know what to write ><


some of us


yi ling

dear lian



alvin ~~

kawaii yin

pretty li min ~

we took too many pictures ....

it's lazy to upload all ><

hehe.... paiseh ya ~~

^-^ v

i'm sorry my bloggiie and readers
its been more than a week since i blog
wonder still got any readers come here anot...
hehe...
yea, i'm felt bored recently
especially during the lesson in school
my heart always fly away during the lecture
i know i should respect my lecturer
as mr.Esmond Chan told us few day ago
however, sometime it's abit hard for me
the day routine is almost same everyday
wake up -> school -> home -> rest -> homeworks -> sleep
yes, i know i should enjoy my school life as well as posible
because many of my friend told me
school life is much better than work
n i always tell myself also
" just enjoy it"
okie okie....
lets has a enjoyable school life

actually felt very sad
my dad told me
" i'm quite disappointed with ur result. "
im so sorry dad n mum
i really fear to promise
i really don't know i can do it anot
i'm scared ... sorry
T-T...

p/s : i had promised masako onesan i will write some abit japan . but til now i hvn write ><

a important day~

MUMMY

happy birthday

muakx muakx

love mum forever

without mummy

i wont be here today

wish mummy happy n healthy always

mum, i'm sorry

i'm not a good daughter

i'm sorry with my wrong behaviour

thank mum always support me

and always be with me

i'm sorry for all my fault

and thank for everything

mum, I LOVE U

happy birthday ya

today, i had received some thing sent by my dearest host family

they sent bac my jeans

and also present me some japanese food

tomoko sis was wrote a letter for me ^^

and some photo also

it's so touch

thank very much

i really happy can be urs family member

although i bring so many trouble for u all

but u all still treat me so good

really happy to met u all

hope can meet u all again

thank for everything n i love u

my dearest host family

happy birthdaY dear ~

Happy Birthday

happy birthday to my dear

muakz muakz

hope u hv a wonderful birthday ohh ^^

time always flew so fast

how many birthday we through?

hope our frenship forever n ever

love u much much ya

dear, all the best n gd luck ya

if u need me

i'm always be with u

yesterday, we celebrated daniel n yenny birthday
daniel ( 11th jan) and yenny (12th jan)
happy birthday ya ^^
we went to the curve
( yenny,daniel,nana,carmen,elra,shayn,kok keong, kumar, thomas, ah fai, ji cong n me ^^)
hope everyone were really enjoy ya
i reached home around 12
and i hvn finish my home work yet
opz.... ><
however, it's really enjoyable
for sure, i love to with they guys
love u all much much ya
muakzz...

~daniel and yenny "blowing" candle

~me n nana

~me ,nana, yenny n carmen

frenship forever n ever ^^

~Daniel n me

happy birthday ya ^^

手紙

i love this meaningful song ....

手紙 ～拝啓 十五の君へ～
アンジェラ·アキ

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたは　どこで何をしているのだろう
十五の僕には誰にも話せない　悩みの種があるのです
未来の自分に宛てて書く手紙なら
きっと素直に打ち明けられるだろう
今　負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は
誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？
ひとつしかないこの胸が何度もばらばらに割れて
苦しい中で今を生きている今を生きている

拝啓　ありがとう　十五のあなたに伝えたい事があるのです
自分とは何でどこへ向かうべきか　問い続ければ見えてくる
荒れた青春の海は厳しいけれど
明日の岸辺へと　夢の舟よ進め
今　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
大人の僕も傷ついて眠れない夜はあるけど
苦くて甘い今を生きている

人生の全てに意味があるから　恐れずにあなたの夢を育てて
Keep on beliving
負けそうで　泣きそうで　消えてしまいそうな僕は誰の言葉を信じ歩けばいいの？
ああ　負けないで　泣かないで　消えてしまいそうな時は
自分の声を信じ歩けばいいの
いつの時代も悲しみを避けては通れないけれど
笑顔を見せて　
今を生きていこう今を生きていこう

拝啓　この手紙読んでいるあなたが
幸せな事を願います

Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
Where are you and what are you doing now?
For me who's 15 years old
There are seeds of worries
I can't tell anyone
If it's a letter addressed to my future self,
Surely I can confide truly to myself
Now, it seems that I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
This one-and-only heart has been broken so many times
In the midst of this pain, I live the present
Dear you,
Thank you
I have something to tell the 15-year-old you
If you continue asking what and where you should be going
You'll be able to see the answer
The rough seas of youth may be tough
But row your boat of dreams on
Towards the shores of tomorrow
Now, please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
For me as an adult, there are sleepless nights when I'm hurt
But I'm living the bittersweet present
There's meaning to everything in life
So build your dreams without fear
Keep on believing
Seems like I'm about to be defeated and cry
For someone who's seemingly about to disappear
Whose words should I believe in?
Please don't be defeated and please don't shed a tear
During these times when you're seemingly about to disappear
Just believe in your own voice
No matter era we're in
There's no running away from sorrow
So show your smile, and go on living the present
Go on living the present
Dear you,
Who's reading this letter
I wish you happiness...

手紙 = letter

pei pei , pui yin n me~

HapPy birthday To SnoWiie ~~

my dear snowiie...
Happy birthday to u
wish my dear always healthy n leng leng ^^
sorry for my very early wish ><

i'm so sorry cant celebrate ur birthday with u
however, my heart always be with u
feel it?
hehe....
happy birthday ya
welcum to join our 18th age group ya ^^
( but i going to 19th T-T )
keke....

HapPy birthDay oOh...

( sorry for my short msg ya )

可不可以不勇敢

我知道

说什么都没有意义

如果心已经封闭

我知道

时间不断在远离

茫然的早晨躺着寂静

我还知道

未来不断在靠近

慌乱在思绪满谥的夜里

世上最残酷的

恐怕是时间

困住人一切却还向前

干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸

脆弱时候怎么勇敢
我可不可以不勇敢?
当爱太累梦太乱没有答案
难道不能坦白的放声哭喊

要从心底拿走一个人

很痛.很难

♥ Sport

falling for sport recently ... hehe
becoz of? keep fit? or healthy?
shhh... secret ^^
exercise with lian again ... wee ... ^^
before our exercise
ate our breakfast at old town
after that went to lian's primary school
for badminton ...
i had long long long time never play badminton le
my leg was injured
very pain actually ...
and my leg now was swollen T-T
because i fall down when playing badminton
i'm like a clumsy child ><
pain pain pain ~~~
but i really enjoy today's badminton

♥ SPORT

i still waiting

a impossible msg

waiting .....

12th Dec 2009

~I'm SO BORED ~

woke up early today
went to tuition centre again
( today is my last tuition ...hehe )
felt headache again
yesterday until today...
feel like wanna sick already
for sure is becoz now so hot
dizzy ~~~
( i wanna ice cream now >< )
after tuition,
bcoz of nothing to do
went back home early
very boring




drawn by rasmute
it's very nice right?
hehe ^^v
thx very much ya
i like it so much ...

"he" always appear on my mind

it like out of control

i jz hope can get a msg from him

before i leave for few week

but i know it's impossible

why i still expecting?

10th Dec 2009

a boring day
awake by alarm clock
not really wan to wake up so early
but wat to do
need go back school to duty
yen hooi reached quite early today
haha... so hardworking
start from 8 a.m
we wait student come to collect their magazine
we chit chat n listen song for few hour
bcoz really boring to stay at sch
i leave early than them
bcoz i got second round mah...
haha...
my second round is TUITION ><
tuition again ...haiz
( 1 more tution leave ^^ )

走在

同一个街道

却有

不同的味道

昔日的感动

竟是

今日的思念

试着寻回当时

却黯然发现

时间飞逝

是的，

今天我又想起他了

niCe daY ~

woke up early in the morning

around 6.30 (i think)

not for tuition orh ... hehe

date lian go jogging today

i was regret slept late yesterday ><

go tasik permaisuri for our jogging

we were plan for long time ago

finally, WE DID IT

gv us a big hand ~~~

our next exercise is play badminton ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOMAS

went to thomas's house today

have BBQ party there

met my previous sch fren also

like having a small gathering

same as last time

i LOVE them very much

dears i met today got

yenny, shayn, elra, nicole, micky

buddys i met got

kok keong, daniel, jun yee, ken, hon fei, kumar

hv fun with them tonight^^

really enjoyable n happy

thomas , jun yee and hon fei were prepare a cute dance for us

it's really funny

thx thomas for the partyhis family member really kind n friendly

especially his dad

soOoo CUTE ^^

if u got time , watch it.... very cute de ...wakaka

buddy ^^

thomas's family

thomas n me

kok keong n me

3 cute n funny frenss

thinking of euu...><

6th Dec 2009

2.00a.m

tonight
how could i sleep?

再次。心痛
犹如万剑穿心
心。淌血
就连呼吸也痛

5th Dec 2009

woke up in the early morning

for the same reason
TUITION ><
lucky next week don't hv class so frequently
after class, went to KLCC with wei keong
and waiting snowiie n wenyi to join us
honestly, today is my 2nd time to take putra train only
because of PC fair
KLCC really "people mountain people sea"
met kok keong there also
i really miss him
his look so tired


~ kok keong, remember take a rest
don't fall sick again ya...take care ~


suddenly,
my previous sch life memories flash back again
i was really love n appreciate it


met some frens at PC fair also
opz, i wanna say sorry to wei keong
"sorry, cant help u to get the "biscult". "
but i know u wont blame me de, right? ^^
went home early today
"sorry snowiie, i leave u alone. i'm sorry =( !!!"



~kok keong n me ^^~

HoO~ray

quite tired ><
it was too comfortable to sleep in a raining morning
however, i need to wake up early for my tuition
today full of tuition
9.30 until 4.30
i was slept in claz =p

hoO~raY
i was in good mood now
hahaha =)
i pass my nihon-go test
althought it was just very basic
but i thought i will fail it
becoz i never study n do my revision well
took many pic today
n sense like a "star"
her smile always shine
thx my sense ,
she always very kind for me
n my classmates too
they are so funny n caring
unfortunately, i not going to continue it
so, good luck n take care ya...
i will miss u all


Arh.... my card reader is not function ><
i wan to upload my sense's pic larhh T-T

i miss someone