exhausted

rain ...
heavy rain this morning
it was like match with my mood
it's raining
today, my mood is quite down
i dunknow why
i know i should't to think too much
but something is really out of control
arh....

today got bola jaring competition for me
as i expect , we losed
i'm very sorry that i nt done well
some members were injured
i felt very sorry to them
n thx for u all efforts
appreciate it
u all had done well
good job ^^
n thx very very much....

26 sept 2009

希望时间停止
在这一天
在这一刻

02：50 下午
这一刻
并不特别
只不过
是害怕明天的到来
不期待明天
我不要明天
可是
此刻再任性的我
也安静了
宁停留在这一平凡的时刻
我。并不坚强

想念不断的重覆
冷冷的空气
弥漫了
浓浓思念的味道


我好想你




剑

一句话

原来一句话
竟可以那么痛
试着假装听不见
却已深深烙印心中
像影片不断的重复着
试着让自己停此
却已被思念蒙蔽
控制不了的思绪

心痛 难过
被剑狠狠地刺痛了
那一句话，锋芒
心淌着血
就连呼吸也痛

思念的旋律
依然飘零
纸上的水迹
是汗水
还是泪？

今夜，雨会来访吗...



原来是自己想太多
原来我什么都不是
原来我不能如此潇洒
原来我没想象中坚强
那句话，真的刺痛了心
那句话，真的足已让泪流下
再次心痛
再次哭泣

15 sept 2009

在老师的催眠曲下
沉重的眼眸
因而闭上
思念的旋律
耳边飘零
听见吗
我的思念

阳光耀眼时
心不知该搁放何处才能灿烂
关于你
一个不明白的问题
缠绕着
怨自己的愚蠢
我真的很想知道究竟发生什么事

雨中，弥漫着一片哀伤。

Insomnia

nw is 4.48a.m
i still awake
could't sleep tonight
i'm insomnia right now
nobody with me
keep thinking of that ( count down?)
wat i should do right now?
wat can i do right now?
do u mind to tell me?
don't like to being insomnia
the lonely n emo are coming forward to me
i don't like to being tat ...
do u mind to bring me out from darkness?
heavy raining outside now
it come with the lightning
it was quite scary in the darkness
do u mind to be with me?
hold me now
i just want u to stay

如果

如果，我一个愚笨的行为

能够博你一笑

我可做你永远的小丑

如果，我的消失

能够让你再次灿烂

我愿躲在你身后的远处

如果，我是一只蝴蝶

能够让你微笑的蝴蝶

我愿只飞在你身旁

如果，你不再出现

我的世界还有什么可贵

如果，我变成回忆

你是否会开心些

如果，你知道我担心着你

你会愿意和我分享吗？

你是怎么了，究竟发生什么事了，这个月里，会发生什么事吗？我很担心，会在哪天，再次远去，再次无言，再次难过，再次哭泣.....

♥ weee... time flew...

time flew really very fast
i was nt here quite long time (almost 1 week ><) haha... actually quite alot thing i wan to jot down at here such as.... friday~

it was a normal day for me actually

after tuition, i has a nice talk with him (i think)

dunno hw he felt ><...

since he talk about child memories

i realize i can't rmb wat i had done when i was small

wat i rmb all is through my dad or mum's mouth

becoz of my poor memorize

or i don't has much memories whn i was small?

haiz.... i hope it can flashback nw in my mind

anyway.... thx for ur vitagen ^^

saturday~

woke up early for tuition

after claz, went to ts to find yuki

she going bac to malacca again

so lian suggested hv a gathering

chit chat a long time

found i really enjoy when chat with them ^^

went bac home around 10p.m

quite tired ><

yuki , must take gd care ya...

qian will always miss u n "luv" u ^^ hehe

sunday~

ntg special day

after tuition, went bac home be the whole day pig ^^

OMG

finally, today is the day my group should present for economic
we had prepared it bu using "long time"
we had search the information by internet, text book, magazine, newpaper
mayb that not really very prefect
but we really try our best to prepare this presentation
early in the morning
when my group member were remind me about the presentation
i was felt nervous once their remind
heart beat was increase very fast
lastly, the period to present is come
i was very nervous when teachers are prepare the projector to us
bt unfornately, some problem were occur
there are no energy supply to the room "soket"
that mean we need to present without slide show
OMG......
for sure, nobody wil understand us
bcoz some very complicate word inside our project
n for sure ,nobody wil interest when we just read
very sad when knew need to present without slide show
n i was make alot mistake when i presented
i'm very sorry to my group members
n very sorry to my schmates which are with us today
i was presented something that "i aso dunno wat i had present"
really hope can present with slide show again
anything, it's over
appreciate who is listening my presentation
thx very much to pn.lee was gave us alot of effort
even we not really done well today
i will try my best to do well in my R&D
it's raining when finish sch
luckily, my daddy came to fetched me
if not , i dunno wat time i only can back home ^^
a extremely tired day