a day nt be expected

time always flew very fast
today....
is a day i really nt expect
now... leave oli 2 hours
my mind was totally blank
i was really sad
moody
even emo
2 weeks already
i never get his reply
even once....
even 1 word....
i really dunknow how to describe my mood now...
it's too many thing happen today


无论你肯或不肯
我都选择等
多想化成隐形人
掩饰我伤痕
泪在翻滚
要怎么熬过这冬天
那身影
就这样悄然离去
手中玫瑰撕成碎片
窗外的雨
冰封记忆
平静的心
又起涟漪
刺痛了心
世界变阴天
心里还未伤愈
悲伤
侵袭着我
那杯咖啡
那首音乐
是否叫思念
静静的品尝着黑夜
想那脸和那笑靥
冷的咖啡
只剩下苦涩滋味

i don't wan the deal

but wat can i do???

the worst day

30th oct 2009

the worst day for me
i had broke my promise
that i nt really wanted
bt i was scared
i scared will be chase by.... him
i really nt dare to stay
everyone know?
my heart was pain
very pain
like bleeding
my heart was bleeding?
nowday, really too many thing happened
all happened with sudden
i nt that strong
i'm just a weak galz
i miss him

我只是想要简单的感动

我只是想要一个肩膀

erm... ♥

now i need to do
wat i had promised today
erm....
1st at all....

WOO WEN YI
a cute galz
n my darling?
or sweet heart...
willing to be?
haha....
hope u wont angry
bcoz i really mention ur name here
=)

2nd....

LIEW WEI KEONG
i had said i will mention u too
so no nid "hap chou" larhh...
hehe^^
a gd listener
n thx for always make me laugh ^^
hope u also wont angry ya...


erm....
tat all? hehe

安静.走开...勇敢.留下

今天
重覆听着这歌词

" 有一种想见不敢见的伤痛
有一种爱还埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
这一种想见不能见的伤痛
让我对你的思念越来越浓
我却只能把你把你放在我心中 "

喜欢
就是喜欢你
谢谢你的一切~

那声音
那影
烙上了印
依然深深爱着

不停呼唤
不停疯狂找寻
是不是
该安静地走开
还是
该在这里等待
梦醒了
还剩什么
泪在闪烁
而泪忍住
不敢坠落



还留在黑暗中守候

26th Oct 2009

雨淅沥
风.不停
丝丝寒意深入我心底
脸上留下泪
和沮丧
身上留下迷惘
没了方向
在晚上.带走月亮
失去了光亮
隐藏悲伤
给我
最后的微笑好不好






if i could be the one love you.
will u notice mii??

°★°☆∴☆·¤∴¤·☆∴☆°★°

傻瓜

我做了又一次的傻事

大雨一直下
漫步雨中任暴雨狠狠冲刷
多少次淋湿了我的头发
任凭我的喉咙喊的沙哑
无法压抑我的....想念
我要坚持到底


i had did wat i not really wanted
actually
i wan to stay
but i'm scared
y i not dare to look at him
at last
i get down at the next station from bus
n walk bac to there
i felt curious n worried
bcoz... he ady nt there
y become like that recently?

心.受伤了

灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
猜不透他的想法
其实我心乱如麻
望着你背影
泪和雨混在一起
原来痛那么彻底
凋零过后
思念蔓延
呼吸着你留下的气味

wat was happened
i was lose
lose myself
i was really fall to....
tell me plz...
wat was happen?
i just wan to know ur feeling
n ur truth.....

消失

我想
从此以后消失

消失的下雨天
可不可以再淋一遍
即使落泪
即使悲伤
就让我消失吧...

i'm a nobody
a spare person
i would disappear
if u will feel more happy
i would disappear
if i make u feel unhappy
nobody needed me
i jz will bring trouble to u all
always make the problem
i had failed everthing that i want to do
i had lost myself
i'm a useless person
i'm a spare person
i can't see my way ady
i has no place to stay ady
i'm jz a nobody
n nobody needed me
so...
let me disappear from u all
jz disappear....

落月照射的悲伤映入眼帘

只剩零散的记忆在更迭

说好不会掉眼泪

所以

我会悄悄掉眼泪

Rain

rain. it make me smile
rain. it make me cry

i love raining day
as i like u


y being fierce recently?
i was scared.......

Ding doNg ....
opz... i had long time never blogging already ><
miss me? keke... perasaan-ING
sorry for my broken english ya ...
jz read through some blogs
n jz realize what was happened
i'm very sorry about all my fault
i'm very sorry if i has did anything wrong
i'm very sorry when u needed me n i nt around
i'm very sorry to make someone worried

last saturday,
went to my dear's hse
a birthday party to her sister
n also a small gathering for our 9 galz
althought there are only 6 of us
but appreciated for everything
i really love to meet them

care others more than herself,
even hurt herself...
just wanna say to her,
anything if it shall go wrong,it will,
just take it and don't be too nervous or sad,
toward the things that already broken...

a little about me wrote by she?
wrote by... a person know me already 5 years
who wrote ?? haha... only she know...
thx dear... i wil try to "correct" my weakness

erm....
a little message to dear lian & mi-yi
dear, i knew i nt good enough
i had did wrong alot thing
n thx u for always support n forgive me
maybe some problem were occured between us
but... it's over? i hope yes
n i really hope would't happen those thing again between us
dears, i'm sorry for everything
friendship wil forever horr?
i really wish our friendship forever n ever... ♥



for someone
don't be so fierce larh ....
smile plz =)

listen to

Cry On My Shoulder


If the hero, never comes to you
If you need someone,
you're feeling blue
If you wait for love,
and you're alone
If you call your friends,
nobody's home
You can rum away,
but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry
: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone,
who cares for you
If you're feeling sad,
your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey
oh let me know
There's a place in heaven,
where we'll goIf heaven is,
a million years away
Oh just call me and
I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry
: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone,
who cares for you
If you're feeling sad,
your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry
: cry on my shoulder
If you need someone,
who cares for youIf you're feeling sad,
your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do



i like this song very much
it very touch n pretty nice


so if u wanna cry
jz cry on my shoulder ....

hard to say i'm sorry

this is nt a new song
bt i like it recently
erm.... nt oli becoz it nice
n its lyrics was meaningful too

chicago ~~~

"Everybody needs a little time away," I heard her say,
"from each other."
"Even lover's need a holiday far away from each other.
"Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to stay.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you.
I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
Couldn't stand to be kept away just for the day from your body.
Wouldn't wanna be swept away,
far away from the one that I love.
Hold me now.
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry.
I just want you to know.
Hold me now.
I really want to tell you I'm sorry.
I could never let you go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you.
I promise to.
And after all that's been said and done,
You're just the part of me I can't let go.
After all that we've been through,
I will make it up to you.
I promise to.
You're gonna be the lucky one.

玩偶

狂笑后
却依然失落
以为笑了，就没事了
却发现笑
原来是掩饰悲伤的面具
我。今天狂笑了
我。依然失落
偶然发现
自己似他的玩偶
一个该扔的玩偶
腻了 闷了
就该扔了







近日的他
笑容少了
是自己多心了吗？
依然在意
今天的他怎么了
但我。没有勇气
再说我的笑话
他没找我了
难道我真的只是个玩偶？？

for u

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面
那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光到该被宝贝
因为有限
我学习着不去担心得太远
不计划太多
反而能勇敢冒险
丰富的过每一天
快乐的看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你的侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙
但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙
我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看见悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳


this song for u




thx dear lian ....

梦醒时分

梦醒十分。
给自己的....


你说你爱了不该爱的人
你的心中满是伤痕
你说你犯了不该犯的错
心中满是悔恨
你说你尝尽了生活的苦
找不到可以相信的人
你说你感到万分沮丧
甚至开始怀疑人生
早知道伤心总是难免的
你又何苦一往情深
因为爱情总是难舍难分
何必在意那一点点温存
要知道伤心总是难免的
在每一个梦醒时分
有些事情你现在不必问
有些人你永远不必等




但我依然会等

想。你

原来，自己越踩越深
原来，我迷失了自己
原来，自己的可信度是。 零
我，想你
原来，我害怕
害怕失去你
我，真的无可救药？


对不起，一直给你带来困扰
我，只想你在身边
原谅我的自私
原谅我的懦弱
原谅我高攀不起

我想我是真的喜欢了