^^

laLala~~

dated my dearest today

it was always great for me ^^

went out with elra,nana, carmen n shayn today

plan to hv a movie -new moon

n hv our photo section

we long time no hang out together already

miss n love them very much

1st station is elra's house

carmen fetch me n nana thr

hv our "oishi" lunch at sakae sushi

n waiting shayn to join us

we were late for our movie ><

it's not bad althought i gt abit don't understand

the wolf's body is nice

wakaka.... =)

finally we hv our photo section with nana's camera

it's was great

took alot pic ...

will upload soon....

hehe~~~

bt y my mood was always easily effect by him

everytime

i miss him

a great gathering

after tuition
went to coffee house yamcha
with?
my dearest...
elra n shayn
carmen said wil join us
bt her dad wan her stay at home
i really long time no c her ady
miss my dear much much
so we decided go her house ^^





We hugged and kissed each other
We chit-chatted
we shared our recently story.
It was a great gathering night
I really enjoy to spend time with them
we chit chat until 12a.m oli leave car's house
do u know
alot of memories were flash back in my mind
happy funny touched
even tough life
we through by holding hand each other
i would never forget
i really love u all

我的心

还是很痛

依然在乎他

今天的他

快乐吗?

finally

finally
my exam was ended
my holidays was reached
i should happy becoz of the holidays
but y my mood was like mixed

maybe i really try to escape
those problem i don't dare to face
ya, maybe holidays gd for XX also
at least no need to see me so frequently

however...
i should say

HappY Holidays ~

是否

某个角落

我可留下

是否

这次我不再哭

GoOd luCk ...

exam is getting nearest ><

GooD luCk

in exam yaa...

gambatea nehh

听见了吗

Why?
my mind was blank
Why?
my heart was pain
Why?
my heart bleeding again

althought
few hours ago
my heart still pain
what wrong with me?

风说了什么吗?
渴望的灵魂等待下雨
孤独的影子伴随寂寞

每当那失落的感觉包围着我
我都会静静地望着这个世界
我不知道是我忘记这个世界
还是它忘记了我

请不要走

你听见了吗?

等待

わたしは、あなたがいなくて寂しいです




Qian

Happy birthday to Nana

HapPy BirthDay to my dear

Nana

let sing a birthday song to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to nana
happy birthday to euu....

dear, i knew u wasn't happy recently
however,
when u needed an ear
or shoulder
or hand
plz dun forget
qian is always here for u
i will always be with u
dear, wish u always pretty, healthy,happy
n dreams cum true ya ^^

happy birthday

誕生日おめでとう

夜里

不能睡的夜里

谁在漆黑森林将我唤醒

痛的呼吸

窒息的空气凝结成冰

曾刻骨追心的声音

仍死心不息的敲击

琴声音湃无限

台灯一熄灭消散雾气

谁都以为不听不看

也就没感觉

一转身才发现

空气里面依旧飘散着

记忆的气味

我想说没有他的声音

像没有歌词的旋律

就算很美很好听

也少了意义上的确定

the "voice" keep playing in my mind

i'm a "self-indulgent" galz

he always say

是我想太多

Movie

Poker king
went to pavilion has movie today
no special comment to this movie ><
louis koo is leng zai ^^
smart guy ....
after the movie
have our "high tea" at MOF
my sis was dressed up nicely today...
pretty galz neh
however...
my appearance was ... haiz
haha... too lazy
long time never hang out with sis
unfortunately,
my exam is around the corner
n i hvn prepare at all ><
god... help me please
i really lazy to study T-T

my mind was keep thinking that

what should i do??

i was scared

pour-ing

rain was poured this evening

yes, i still like raining

althought,
rain make me sad
while
rain make me smile too

today, something was mixed my mood
i'm a person don't how to behave myself
i don't how to tell u
i hate myself to being like that


went to orientation day at KBU (car's college)


Qian was in formal wear
weird, right?

breathless

6th Nov
11a.m right now
i supposed at school now
today
i was skip my class
i felt not well today
heavy headache
n my heart was pain
when i see u
u looked like very hate me

i was lazy too actually

raining ... now
i was listen to the rhythm of the rain
do u hear it?
a sorrow rhythm


想念
就连呼吸都痛
微笑.假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

别告诉他

我还想他

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口

就让沉默代替所有回答

vulnerable

窗外下着雨敲打着並冷空氣
心冷...渴望被溫煖握緊
等待适合的风
带我飞越尽头
独自承受 伤痛

一个问题
一个不敢问的问题
一个害怕得到答案的问题

总会在该忘记的时候又想起
总是要伤过心才知痛在哪里
黯然神伤
不敢在山谷发疯嘶吼
怕惊碎了寻你的回音
象雪一片一片堆积成的冰河
掩埋了眼前失踪的脚印

你对我一点不在乎
现在的他
还会想我?
听说你身边
有个她


一个人的黑夜有多艰难
谁会是你下一束亮的光线
泪水扰乱脚步
心在流浪
被放逐给了遗忘 ~~


me...
vulnerable....

Sad VS Smile

sad

or

smile

i almost dunno how to discern

and i was lost in my own world

a empty world

however,

something are can't deny...

i was very care about our friendship,

and also him

i was miss him

微笑是掩饰悲伤最好的面具

1st nov 2009...

SORRY

sorry my frens
i make u unhappy
i very sorry about that
but y ...
i cant believe it
it getting worst n worst
however i wont give up easily

sorry ... him
except sorry, i dunno wat can i say
sorry

sorry everyone

sorry