a day nt be expected

time always flew very fast
today....
is a day i really nt expect
now... leave oli 2 hours
my mind was totally blank
i was really sad
moody
even emo
2 weeks already
i never get his reply
even once....
even 1 word....
i really dunknow how to describe my mood now...
it's too many thing happen today


无论你肯或不肯
我都选择等
多想化成隐形人
掩饰我伤痕
泪在翻滚
要怎么熬过这冬天
那身影
就这样悄然离去
手中玫瑰撕成碎片
窗外的雨
冰封记忆
平静的心
又起涟漪
刺痛了心
世界变阴天
心里还未伤愈
悲伤
侵袭着我
那杯咖啡
那首音乐
是否叫思念
静静的品尝着黑夜
想那脸和那笑靥
冷的咖啡
只剩下苦涩滋味

i don't wan the deal

but wat can i do???